ms.Fit

work smart, not work hard...

2009-10-02T03:09:00.002+08:00

Seriously...

Working your ass off doesn't get you anywhere. Cheating, plagiarism, goyang kaki like no one's business will get you far... Cis.

Oh and a recent article I read stated that slackers are actually really intelligent people who know how to survive in the real world just by doing enough work...

No need for overtime.

No need for perfection.

No need for hard work.

Only doing just enough to get by and still have time to yamcha / club / gaming / lepak / sleep.

I so wanna be a slacker. All I need to achieve that goal is to get rid of my conscious. Hmph.

Hmmm...

2008-08-25T01:25:00.004+08:00

I see a pattern. Don't you?

I seem to give my blog a quick clean from all the dust and cobwebs and dead insects only when I'm on my hollies. Hmmm... Lol with me, won't you?

Anyway, I'll be starting college again on September 8th. Sadly, I cannot go out very often now because my house is under some major renovation. My H2O is dust. Oh, and did I tell you that I'm allergic to dust? No? Well, now you know. It was something I found out a few years back. I was cleaning some very dusty area of my room when suddenly I was on a sneezing spree. The non-stop sneezing also triggered my asthma. It was not a serious attack though. Thank God.

Would you like to see the current condition of my (new) room?

Actually, that was about 2 weeks ago. It's slightly cleaner now. I think... And I think I have to sign off now. The coffee is starting to work it's magic on me already. (Sometimes coffee makes me sleepy.)

Till next time my lovelies,
-ruzy-

I'm back...for the mean time.

2008-06-12T16:59:00.003+08:00

*arrives in a suit of metal armor* Hello fellow readers....I am prepared for you to throw your rotten eggs and tomatoes to me for abandoning my blog for a long time. Hehe.

Finally, I've majored. Lol. No need for me to bore you with my tales of sleepless nights. That is already a norm, but fun none the less. Hehe. The pass few weeks have been very eventful. I was still working part-time when college started. Hahaha. Then I went on a batik trip to Batik Chong, located at Batu Caves. Then on that very same day, I met up with you duckies for my surprise birthday dinner. *Love you guys loads. Thanks Jason for attending the dinner.*

I've also been busy designing and redesigning my mobile icons and wallpaper. Hehehe You can see the finalized version of my icons at my new blog : Just Blog It La. That blog is for assignments purposes. Hehe. I might migrate my blog over to that site. Hmm. Still considering. And today we finally got to experiment with our batik design in Visual Communication class. After weeks of boring sketching and re-sketching of sketches, finally we get to play with colours and wax. Lol XD

Now I shall retire to the couch for hours or much needed sleep. I've been up for 3 days straight doing assignments and preparing for presentation. Don't give me that killing glare or sad sigh. (T.T) Of course I did come home and had a few hours of sleep before staying up all night. Good enough mar few hours.... ^^; hehehe.

-ruzy-

as days go by...

2008-04-05T17:40:00.002+08:00

I count the days till my term break starts. 3 weeks only but its still a very much needed break. Hehe. I want to have my cash rolling in!!! I want to come back home not worrying about what is the next assignment that I had to hand up!!! And MOST OF ALL... I WANT TO BUMM!!!!! And LAZE about... I hope I get to laze about la. hehehehe.

Anyway, for the next two weeks, I'll be really tied up. (as if I'm not tied up enough for now) Finals are coming. GAH!!! It's totally different now man! I was so used to cramping my brain with whatever I could from last minute studying, then vomiting it out again on to the exam sheet in the exam hall. Now, it's my skills that matters most! I can't vomit anything out because I don't books to study last minte. Falala~ Hehe. Oh well.

By the way, soon I'll be majoring already. I've finally decided that I'm going to stick to.... *insert drum roll* MULTIMEDIA (MM)~! <3 Yeap, I changed my mind. Reason being MM is mostly about programs and codings. (correct me if I'm wrong though) So I thought that I'm going to start learning the workings of most of the major programs that are used to build a web site now and go through hell doing it, rather than trying to crack my head and end up banging my head on the walls when i get into the industry next time. Now I've got three years to learn how to use the programs. I won't have much time to self-learn the programs once I start working. I was also thinking since I already have some knowledge about advertising, I might as well learn something new now, right? Then next time when I get into the industry, I just have to learn a few new things of Ad. So I'll be armed with both MM and Ad knowledge. hehehe. That's what I think lah.

So no more blabbering. I', off to take my long nap before I start working on my assignments again tonight. hehe. Soon duckies, we can reunite!!! Just two more weeks hopefully we can 'yam cha' over lunch k?

hugs, love n misses,
-ruzy-

coughs

2008-03-21T01:49:00.005+08:00

OH MI GOSH... u guys are so rite. it's very dusty here. ^^; millions and billions of apologies. T.T let my tears of joy/sorrow wash away the dust hehehe.

My first term break has come and gone, and I have not updated. Isk isk bad bad ruzy.... T.T

Anyway, 2008 has not been what i expected it to be. Not too good so far, but I'm surviving whatever life has thrown at me in the face at 100km/h.

Before 2007 ended, my uncle passed away on the way back from terengganu, a day after his son's engangement ceremony. Just last week, my godfather ( ijust knew that i HAD a godfather last week) passed away as well.

Also, dato' and I were also on the verge of going our separate ways last month. No worries though, we're still going strong for now. Thank God. ^^ Won;t go into the details, too dang long and tiring to type it out.

My family financial situation is still the same, if not worse.

But enough with the gloomy stuff, there were also good times for me as well.

I found my calling to be a drama queen when we had Drama as one of our subjects. MUAHAHAHA! 'A' student man! Might get into a drama group soon, depending on my ability to time manage 1st la. Then I also had a class field trip to Malcca recently too. Hehe. Gotta love walking around that historic town with a bunch of friends on the mission to take 200+ photos for our class assignment. OOOOO, and not to forget my first and most proud of assignment that I completed, *drum roll, please*

hehehehe!!! My very own 2d toy design!!! I even inserted my brithdate in there somewhere, fufufufu~ look for it if u can *loves* I posted it up on my deviantart account. I might upload more of my artwork there in the futere. hehehe. Ah shoot, it's 2a.m already. I gotta go do my calligraphy now. *cries* Me no liking it. *Sob sob*

Will update some other time la. Got lots of photos to upload and stories to tell hehehe. Too ldarn long to stuff into one post hohohoho.

:love:
- ruzy-

Of Kebayas And A Blue Day

2007-10-25T22:23:00.000+08:00

Yeash, I know it's been more than a month. -_- Time to do some 'spring cleaning'/updating of the blog before a certain someone 'gets asthma from the dust left in this blog'. How thoughful XD Though it's just gonna be a quickie only yea... So here are some photos of what this datinator has been up to. Enjoy lalings!

October 6th, 2007, Malacca:

From Left: Ruzhafir (bro), Viv(cousin), Andy(cousin in-law?), The Datinator, Dad, Mom

Viv flew all the way from London just so she could have a wedding dinner for us relatives back home in Malaysia. ^^ How sweet. We weren't forgotten. XD XD

(from left: Pynn (flew all the way from Australia), Ruzhafir, Ronnie, Si Ketot Me, Grandma, Ivan (Sue Lyn's bro), Sue Lyn (Ivan's sis), Michelle(Ronnie's significant other))

(from kiri: Zhafir, Pynn, Sue, Watashiwa, Anne *Ester's daughter*, Ivan)

From top left, clockwise: Ototo-chan, aku, Grandma, Adeline, Sue

COUSINS UNITE!!! Well, some of us at least. 3/4 of the rest were either in the hall enjoying the food/dancing the calories off/taking care of their super hyper children or they just couldn't attend the dinner.

(from L: Grandma, Aunt Elizabeth *Viv's mom*, Aunt Ester, Aunt Judy *Pynn's mom*, Aunt Irene *Ivan's and sue lynn's mom*, Aunt Jenny *Ronnie's mom*, Aunt Rose*me mom*)

All the pwetty sisters (and mother) in a row. XD The two brothers gone missing somewhere. HAHA.

All the kebaya people. (from left: Grandma, Elizabeth, Jenny, Anne , Irene, I don't know her, Ester, Judy, Michelle, and mom)

HAHA CANDID SHOT! XD *hearts*

The wedding was ze best gathering the Jee family have had so far. I think most of then would agree to that. We danced, we camwhored, we conquered the night. Haha. I think that was the night when us cousins felt closest ever. Definitely one of the best nights of my life so far.

Okay, enough with all the prim and proper pictures. Next are photos of utter crazyness... I think. Can't do much crazy pose in a kebaya, you know. =_='

"Murderers!!! Animals!!!," cried the ice swan.

I tell you, we were drunk even before the bottle was empty... hehehe. *Not that I drink alcohol*

THA LANCI POSE!!! Except for Pynn....Why lah you sesat and do a nice, goody two shoes pose...

This photo has the whole Jee family at the wedding conquering the dance floor. Except for Uncle Richard. He likes to go M.I.A.

So that's it for the wedding and kebaya posing session.

Next comes super brief explanation of some of the things that have been happening in college.

October 10th, 2007, TOA:

From Left: Sofia, Afeno, NAt, Moi, Pern.

I call it Blue Day for obvious reasons. XD

October 17th, 2007, Sunway Pyramid:

Top left, Clockwise: Martin, Afeno, Yi Ling, Aia, Emi, Nat, Datinator, Sophiroth, Apple, Ahmed.

The group that ate at Uncle Lim's.

From top left, clockwise: Aia, Emi, Nick, Christine, Pern, Yi Ling, Keith, Ruzy, Nat, Sofia.

The group that played bowling.
XD

Keith's Stinky shoes. XP

Oh my, so many photos don't you think? HAHA okay lah, more hoto's to come in my next update XD. But it won;t be anytime soon though. *runs and hide in cardboard box*

Love and misses,
ruzy ^^

When emergency lights are just not enough.

2007-09-06T00:07:00.001+08:00

Hello all! I know I went M.I.A again... GOMEN (_ _') so uh... back to the things I did before starting of college!

August 23rd, 2007:

That day, I attended Edwina's friends' animation screening at TOA. Haha! Just my luck, the first time I really explored TOA was when the whole row had to have a black out. I even got a shot of Jin Ken (is that how I spell his name?) and Ed by the staircase while one of Ed's friends was walking by. You see, the place would have been in pitch black if it had not been for the emergency light. So, this jakun blogging over here wanted to go on a snapping spree with her camera. So here's the 'fruitful' outcome of it.

muahaha spooky eh?

Here's another shot I took. OOOoooo.....

Yeap, It's this effect I get when I take photos in the dark without using flash...

If I had taken it with flash, it wont be spooky lah~ (JW looks cantik(pretty) here kan?)

As you can see, although the emergency light was on, it was still not bright enough to maneuver our way through the passage way without tripping on your shoes and fall face flat on the floor. So that is when phones with white coloured backlights become multi-purpose. Hehe.

Alright peeps. I'll keep it short and sweet this time. Lil' brother wants to use the computer for some stress relief purposes. Bugger's on holiday tomorrow while I have class. Sheesh.

Hugs & misses,
ruzy

What A Day

2007-09-05T16:39:00.001+08:00

There's a taxi man parked in front of the playground near my house. And he's honking his blinking horn away as if he's the last human being left on this planet!!! ARGH! *sends army of rubber duck soldiers to crush his horn*

Sigh.. sorry dearies. It's been a gloomy day for me. I'm going to dwell in my gloominess for a bit.

Anyway, back to updating you, my laling readers, about my eventful last few weeks of freedom.

August 21st, 2007:

YAY! On the 21st, Dato' and I went to makan Yoshinoya!!! Yum Yum! Happy Happy High~ ^^ It was really nice. Then after lunch, we just walked around One Utama. We didn't do much after that. The Dato' and Datinator were broke. HAHA! So we just sat and watched the people around us, something we've both come to enjoy. We chatted about a few things. Then, we ended our outing and went back home. ^^

hugs n misses to all my duckies, missing you guys loads,
ruzy

*Note: I started this entry at around 5pm and now its midnight. So the gloomy feeling is gone. THANK YOU, LILY. *hugs* I'm just very much looking forward to starting my classes!!! Wee!!! Can you believe it? RUZANNA? WANTING TO GO TO CLASS??? What next? She'll want to be the President of the Student Council???*

The missing Ruzy...

2007-09-04T18:34:00.000+08:00

When the clock strikes midnight and the national anthem is being played on IKIM, it will mark the end of my 3 month long vacation and the beginning of my SECOND diploma. Yeap, it's going to be another 3 year roller coaster ride for me. *does the hula/jellyfish/ducky dance* OKAY! DATS ALL FOR NOW!!! TILL NEXT TIME MY FELLOW FRIENDS *hula dances away....*

- sudden killing aura fills the air-

errrr...okay, okay I'll update my blog properly *hula dances her way back to the blog*

Hmmm... Let's see... So many fun things happened the passed few weeks... Eeerrr... Okay lah, we just start from the beginning. ^^

August 18th,2007:

The duckies (except MG) and Lily's bro went on an outing to The Curve with the intention of going for the ComiWorld fair. Instead, we only stayed till after the ~~very late~~ opening of the ComiWorld fair then we went for a very LOOOOOONG lunch. Oh, but before we had lunch we played this little game of catching fish with a paper net. Hahaha! It was really fun! Lily caught 2 fishies! Gracie, JW and I caught one each! Haha! Here are photographs of little Gracie, little JW and little Ruzy!

Here's little Gracie.

Oh, and this one's little Ruzy

Ta-daa, the gila little JW

Gracie's fish is going 'D'oh!' Lol! (above: Little JW)

Uh.. Sadly, all the fishies were gone after a week. (T.T) Jw's was gone 1st, followed by Gracie's. I gave them proper burial. However, little fishie Ruzy's body was never found. I thought my gold fish might have 'flown' out of the fish tank but I checked the floor, behind the cupboard, EVERYWHERE... still, no fish. Sigh.

So I replaced them with JW 2.0, Gracie 2.0 and Ruzy 2.0. Not as cute as our old ones though. -_-' Dato' went to kepoh and got himself a little bandaraya to put in the fish tank. I never named that fish. HAHA! *Actually this fish story very long lah...I cut short a bit* I promise I'll post up pictures of the 2.0s.

Eh, I know I promised a very long entry, but it's nearly 1am. TOMORROW'S MY 1ST DAY BACK TO COLLEGE!!! AAAAHHH!!! Eh? Not tomorrow lah, it's just a few hours time... Oh my God. Next time will update again ya? PROMISEEEEEE.....

Hugs and misses,
ruzy

tag, you're it. ;)

2007-08-22T16:27:00.000+08:00

10 Firsts--
First Best Friend - I think it was Nadia Zakaria. Wonder what happened to her?
First Screen name - Zannaf. hahaha... I still use it sometimes ;)
First Pet Name - uh... I forgot.
First Piercing - When I was 12. Haha. Dad bribed me me 3 bday pressies just to get me to pierce my ears.
First Crush - It was a cute game character hahahaha!!!
First CD - The 2nd Westlife album.
First School - Um...Genting something something
First Cries - When I was born. duh
First Kiss - either my mom or my dad.
First Car - I don't own my own car yet. T.T

Lasts--
Last Time You Smoked - in 2001. It was stupid, I know.
Last Food You Ate - ROJAK MAMAK!!!
Last Car Ride - Last night
Last Movie You Watched - Kakashi(an old Japanese horror movie konon.)
Last Phone Call - Dato' Jufy
Last CD You Listened To - Utada Hikaru - Exodus
Last Bubble Bath You Took - MONTHS AGO...but i shower EVERYDAY okay!!!
Last Song You Listened To - Girls be Ambitous - Miyavi
Last Words You Said - Only fill in my I.C number, is it? -->to mom

8 Have You Ever--
Dated A Best Friend - yeap hahaha
Been Arrested - never! only caught red handed hahaha
Been On TV - yeap yeap some kiddy quiz thingy. *Want my autograph. lol, kidding*
Eaten Sushi - yea ^^ yummy
Cheated On Your B/F or G/F - no la. Hopefully never will
Been On A Blind Date - I don't think so :S
Been Out Of The Country - yeap yeap, a few times.
Been In Love - yes, and still am.

7 Things You Are Wearing--
1 - Ring
2 - Baju tidur
3 - Seluar tidur
4 - Glasses
5 - Hairband
6 - Bra
7 - Panty

6 Things You've Done Today--
1 - Woke up late
2 - Ate brunch
3 - Faxed some documents
4 - Sang with a sorethroat (fun fun fun, lol)
5 - Read blogs
6 - Brought in dry clothes

5 Favorite Things (not in any order)--
1 - My new Nichii baju *YAY!*
2 - My brown new year baju
3 - My computer
4 - My Bodyshop Passion Fruit Lip Butter
5 - My bed

4 People You Most Trust--
1 - Parents
2 - Brother
3 - My laling dato' jufy
4 - My duckies!!!

3 Things You Want To Do Before You Die--
1 - Own a car modified by yours truly
2 - Go on a road trip with duckies and/or lato'
3 - Bring my family for a vacation overseas.

2 Choices--
Vanilla or Chocolate - C-H-O-C-O-L-A-T-E
Hugs or Kisses - i like both

5 Person You Want To See Right Now--
1- Lily
2- JW
3- Gracie
4- MG
5- Jufy

People to tag--
Whomever ;)

Shiny... _

2007-08-11T00:32:00.000+08:00

Here's the other baju I made together with the kebaya. Shiny ain't it. ;)

Ah, nothing much to blog about right now. It's nearly 1 a.m now. Feeling a bit brain dead. Will blog more soon I hope.

Don't hold your breath though. ^^

-ruzy-

What's white, blue, green and pink ALL OVER?

2007-08-07T23:20:00.001+08:00

MY KEBAYA!!!

FINALLY!!! My kebaya in all its glory!!! Muahahah! I look fat in it though... Oh well, so what right? As long as I do not put on any EXTRA FAT, it'll fit me fine during my couzen's wedding dinner. Hahaha! Another 2 months to maintain my body. Hehe.

Ta-daa!!! *Ignore the sheetless bed* >.>

Okay so I might not have that size 2, but what the heck kan? KAN?!?!?!?!?!

* Note to myself: Will *sigh* e-x-e-r-c-i-s-e... Can't say the E word, it's too tyring to say.... ahahahaa*

-ruzy-

2007-07-27T22:42:00.000+08:00

This was just too SUPER CUTE and I had to put it on my blog! So enjoy y'all!

here's another cutie. Yesh paddle away my wittle fwen. Chew on cute white paw... chew chew

The Long Awaited Entry...

2007-07-21T22:06:00.000+08:00

HI...

Hah! It'll be cruel to have an entry with just 'Hi'. (especially if it's an entry that a certain somebody has been hinting me to blog from... a month ago i think???)

Hehe. So what have I been doing so far??? Read on, dear friends:

1) Reading mangas like Lovely Complex, Daa! daa! daa!, Angel Densetsu, D-Grayman, They Too Love & a few more others.

2) Searching for new funny/romantic mangas to read.

3) Drawing a few pictures to send in to TOA. (I'm required to send in one A4 size portrait (pencil), one landscape/still life (coloured, any size), and finally one free composition of any media and any size)

This is what I've come up with so far...

(this was when Jufy came over to help me)

(this was wen I had to do it myself)

I have no skills.... T^T

Anyway, I've 2 more drawings downstairs that I've not scanned yet... Haha. I'm going to try to send in by this monday... which is TWO MORE DAYS!!! Argh!!!!

Oh well, let's see... What more... Hm... Oh! I've done the final alterations to my kebaya already. Will upload the photo once I get my hands on my bro's camera. ;)
Hah! That's all for now folks! Gotta go draw me a dog boy now!

GALLONS of HUGS & MISSES,
-dear ruzy-

SURPRISE!!!

2007-05-20T16:35:00.000+08:00

*Note: Oh my god... I made an entry and I did not click the "publish post" button. Sorry for the super duper late entry. (_ _')

HAPPY SUPER-DUPER ADVANCE BIRTHDAY, RUZY!!!

And here I was thinking that I was an HOUR late for a dinner gathering among friends at Pizza Uno. When actually, I was late for my own SURPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY!!! Isk isk. Can you imagine how super duper high I felt when suddenly some of the staff of Pizza Uno started singing "happy birthday to you... happy birthday to you..."? hahaha. It was great la. So thoughtful of my friends to plan something so sweet for me... Sigh. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!! AHAHAA!!! XD

Note: This event took place on Thursday, May 17 2007, 8:30pm or so.

Diploma? been there, done that

2007-05-15T23:58:00.000+08:00

Sigh. I can't believe I've finished my diploma.

I'm really going to miss my friends; the makan-time we have together at the mamak stalls in college, the cakap kosong sessions we have most of the time. Sigh.

I'm going to miss the library. I'm going to miss the media hub.

A new journey starts again... soon.

God help me.

ruz

My Love-Hate Relationship

2007-05-07T15:31:00.000+08:00

I LOVE you

But you are like a BLOODY NAIL in my NECK

You are SELDOM there when I NEED you

EVERYTIME I need you, I have to BEG on my KNEES

You only make EMPTY PROMISES

A time WILL COME when I WILL LEAVE YOU for ANOTHER

I would never turn back

That I promise you

For now, I would just have to put up with you

Sigh, I LOVE you

But I HATE you even MORE

Damn you Streamyx. ARGH!!!

hahaha! My possible list of future careers!!!

2007-05-03T20:55:00.000+08:00

I took the "the career personality" quiz on gURL.com
		My career personality is... Artistic Bonjour, artiste! We're guessing you are one creative cookie. According to the Holland codes, you show a keen interest in self-expression and art appreciation. You may think of yourself as creative, original and unconventional... Read more... What's your career personality?

At least I now know I'm on the right track. All I've got to do now is narrow it down huahua...

-Yea rite, as if I've not already done that. HAHA!

2007-04-24T21:11:00.000+08:00

Alright... First of all, I love the clubbing scene. Dancing the calories away(calories right?) with a group of people you feel safe with and the LOUD MUSIC that makes you feel as though your HEART is going to EXPLODE anytime is my idea of FUN! So I have to go clubbing ONE more time! Now all I've gots ta do is ta convince a certain somebody ta let me go... Sigh, such wishful thinking...

Anyway, now I'm trying to learn to paint my nails using my left. You see, I'm a right handed person. So to paint my right hand nails with my left hand, it kills me slowly... IT IS SO DIFFICULT OKAY?! And being an egoist, I refuse to ask anybody to help me paint my nails. Even if the result is my nails looking ugly and uneven, there is NO WAY I'm going to ask for assistance. HMPH! I'm loving my toe nails! HAHAHA!!! Painted in BLACK.

I'm going to bake a cake soon. No, it's not going to be from scratch. It's the just-add-water-cake-in-the-box. HAHA! I'll be rajin the next time I feel like baking. HOHO!

I want to run freely in a cool misty forest,
I want to see the sun rising above the horizon at the start of a new day,
I want to breathe in pure, cool oxygen into my lungs,
I want to swim in the clear, icy cold river in the forest.

Sigh, wishful thinking.

-ruzy-

My personality? HAHA

2007-03-12T20:07:00.000+08:00

I took the " handwriting personality " quiz on gURL.com
		my handwriting style is... dreamy doodler Your handwriting shows that you are first and foremost an individual. Read more... What does your handwriting say about you?

Right, anyway, I'm doing my assignment now. And I'm still in no rush to finish it by tonight even if the EXTENDED dateline is TOMORROW. Sigh, lazy lazy... No mood. If only I could draw how I feel... HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHA!!!

My so-called talent...

2007-03-05T14:16:00.000+08:00

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others.You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

What's" Your Hidden Talent?

God... Please la guide me... I really am very lost now...

signing out--- ruzy but not ruzy

AFTRE MID-SEM!!! (pls ignore the typo)

2007-03-02T15:39:00.000+08:00

Mg just called me cacat....

dang...

Anyway, AFTER MID-SEM!!! AND...I'm craving for chocolate... T.T

BTW, Chu Leng Ak... means.. rubber duck in hokkien... hahha..

So nice to have only one day for mid-sem... But it's also a sign that my time in college is coming to an end as a Diploma student of Mass Comm....

And we (Gracie, Lily and I) are singing thy Lonely Song very high pitch part of Akon's... I think. NVM....

I want chocolate.. Hey you... yea you.. The one reading this blog entry.. get me one bar of yummy cadbury Black forest chocolate now... NOW!!! I KNOW WHO YOU ARE OKAY!!!

I HEART HEROES!!!! WEEHEE!!!

love- ruz.

The Fray - Look after you

2007-02-08T20:07:00.000+08:00

There is something haunting about this song...

Everytime I listen to the song, I feel numb... in a good way. Like I'm being pulled into another world to escape the chaos of the current one. So that I can be at peace with myself. With no one to disturb me.

Haha.

Sorry I'm just talking crazy talk now. I can't really explain how I feel when I really sit down and losten to that song. Hehe.

Anyway...

There is a sentence that has been bugging me for the last half-an-hour:

"The very whisper of your name, crushes all hopes of moving on."

There is another sentence too... but I just can't quite get the words right. It's something depressing too anyway. Haha. Not that I'm depressed now. It's only words bugging my poor little brain. Haha.

Over and out.

-ruz-

ta-daa!

2006-10-12T11:54:00.000+08:00

weehee!!! Courtesy to JW-Sama!!! I love the monkey!!! If only u could see it animated... Sniff Sniff. heehee!!

Poor blog...

2006-08-08T20:28:00.000+08:00

My pitiful abandoned blog. HAHAHA!!! Sorry just doing some testing 1-2-3 with my blog. hehehe.

I didn't know that I had a blog here

2006-03-30T22:06:00.000+08:00

Actually I know I had a blog here. I just didn't know that it's still active. HAHA. YiPPE!! Now I'll be having 3 blogs. god...